Saturday, July 14
I think I lost the skill of blogging. Every time I feel like blogging, the juices just doesn't flow out the same way as before. Maybe it's a sign that this phase in my life is going to pass, and I'm supposed to usher in the next phase. Oh whee.
I just passed my 21st birthday, no hiccups, no bang, just... passed. That's not to blame anyone, but I just didn't muster up the urge to create that perfect party for the perfect birthday. Not to mention I was trapped in school camp, and that I was sick throughout the camp. Had intermittent fever, and when I finally decided to really camp over in the allocated bunks, developed rashes. Spent the whole camp not really fitting in anywhere, and feeling bummed out.
It was kinda low, especially because it was my birthday week, and I immediately threw away the thought of any celebration just for the camp. Turned out the camp was less than what I expected, and that I could have been anywhere else eating birthday cake. And I would have been happier.
Or maybe I just didn't try hard enough. Ah. It's over anyway, and I'm already in Kuching right now. Just wanna have some quiet time here, shutting off, before everything explodes when I get back to school.
Posted by Isabelle at 4:20 pm